I didn't realize I lost something..
Aiks wt hell wt heck wt bla bla n wt*.. I wana search it back..
Although I don't really use it but when I lose it my heart really feels ache..
'Cuz you noe.. even if you don't use it, or use only once in a while you don't have to lost it right..

I already lost 1, out of the full collection which consist of 12.. I have 11 now.. It's like... One collection and you miss just one and the whole thing is not complete.. Maybe can find replacement but it's different, for a collector like me..

And this time I lost another 1.. It's not from a collection but I still feel that I can't possibly rejoice for this moment..

You won't understand this feeling I tell you

- I Can't Accept It-

I kinda joked to myself "I really want his new album, but he has to die first"...

And some day later, I heard the news... I thought it was really a joke... But he really dies..
I was calm for many days already but from the morning radio,when I heard what his daughter said in his memorial that Michael Jackson is the best father ever imagined in a crying and sad voice, I was like... I can't hold it anymore ='(

Maybe he's not a superstar at our time but yeah, I liked him since I was a kid (cuz my parents on his AMV all the time, I was infected).. I wasn't sure about the lyrics but when some part of the song comes I would automatically sing (or scream) the phrase 'Black or White'..

The first time I downloaded Limewire (maybe form 1), I didn't download Jay chow songs first, but instead, I downloaded MJ's songs first..

WHY WHY WHY................... I can't believe I still haven't completely accepted his death..
everybody gave out so much effort for this final concert, and almost...just a bit..but the dream of MJ and his fans were crushed..

Aiks........Can't change the fact anymore...But still, everytime I watch the tribute with the song "You are not alone" in TV I felt like crying man...

I guess.....I'll just buy his latest album when it's available..Nothing I can do..
Just can say that he's incredible.. cuz.. You see..

For every technological inventions, like phones and stuff, when they were still new they were not that good and as time goes they were improved all the time... But MJ... He kinda made Music Videos polular... He kinda started it, just like inventing phone, but the outcome was as good as the high tech phones...Look at those AMVs.. They are still so good man.. Wonderful!!

Rest in peace, MJ.

I don't care bout bad rumours bout MJ I still love Michael Jackson the King of Pop the Legend

- Saya Kena Loteri? -

Last night, I went out of my house. An object fell and landed on my head. I shook my head. It fell. It looked like a leaf in the dark. I moved my foot near it and it moved. After a detailed observation, that object was identified as a lizard. It fell from the roof, and the timing was perfect.

Imagine that sticky feeling on your head. It must be completely different as how Carr Ine's 'jelly friend' sticking at Pn Fazira's hand. She was shocked, but I was disgusted.

Someone told me I gonna hit lottery but I didn't. You know why? Cuz I don't gamble........

Zettai Otou-San

I have an awesome dad.. I'm really touched yesterday.. But the story is too long it's hard to post it here.. Just can say that.. I had 50-50 chance to maybe.. Die.. And I'm fine now..

Really.. He's an absolute dad.. Absolute not as in he saved me or what.. I just don't know how to explain.. But really.. He's an absolute dad..

I'm glad now =)